Poem (8) - Fluid Thoughts

~Fluid thoughts~

Why can’t I ever seem to find
That little piece of my mind
That knows just what to say
To save me from this display

Frustrations mounting higher
This wasn’t part of my desire
Can’t things go back to as planned
While I sit sifting through the sand

Maybe my distant wonderings
Can drown out the thundering
That floats around in my brain
Maybe I shouldn’t complain

Fluid thoughts float around inside
Wanting access but being denied
My own formed ideas leaking away
Why must I always run into this delay

Just a little doubt placing in circles
Is this why I’m search for miracles
Catching it all in buckets full of holes
Retaining it just once would be a toll

This is how you always seem to find me…
Running away from my personal tidal waves…
Just once I wish I couldn’t say…
Leave me alone until another day…